So I have big tests/papers due this week, and I wanted to make sure to balance having some relaxation time to keep my brain functional with having some study and work time. Fortunately, some of my studying is quite relaxing and interesting. All of it interests me, in fact, or I wouldn't want to be in this major, but some of it is less stressful to learn at rapid speed than others and some evaluations are simply less stressful than others.
I felt like I balanced this last weekend fairly well between studying and keeping my mind refreshed with comfort stuffs on Friday and Saturday. Sunday I was a bit stressed but tried to keep studying, then Monday we had classes and a rice harvesting event, which while interesting and fun, came at an awkward time with all the tests and papers due. Plus I had more class in the evening and had to leave harvesting early. Monday was a bit more stressful than I wanted. I did get to ride the train, though, and that generally relaxes me. Also, the rice harvesting put my brain in a different mode for a bit, which was nice even though I could well have used that study/work time.
Today, I have all day to study and work, but with a big Japanese test tomorrow, that's pretty much all I will be doing. I need to figure out how to put in some relax time today so my brain doesn't fry and become ineffective, but I need to make use of every moment. Writing this rambling post is sort of my break...so sorry about it's less than stellar content, but I just need to put this all in perspective and let family and friends know I still exist.
Tomorrow will be another overstuffed day, during which I start with a huge test, then attend a lecture on nuclear power and production and storage and waste and so forth in Japan. Interesting...but again, rather inopportune timing with all else that needs to be done. I have a major paper due the next day, plus I was supposed to have a paper done yesterday that I put off because of studying for all the rest of this, plus another paper will then be due on the nuclear class. Additionally, I have a huge book to read, more papers due, and I think I'm supposed to attend my next cooking class tomorrow...Okay...yeah...I'm feeling a bit overwhelmed!!!
However, one thing I know is that this pace won't last forever. I've been through these kind of weeks before, and I know the good feeling I get when the week is done!!!
So, I will keep moving with this and try to keep it all balanced and prioritized in spite of not quite being able to juggle so many balls constantly, or even at the moment without dropping some.
The rain today helps. I opened the window and can hear it loudly on the greenhouse-style roof next to me. The cool fresh air keeps my mind alert and the sound is quite comforting.
Hopefully a better, more interesting post will happen soon. But yeah...I'm still alive.